It's been 4 years....and still hurts

It's been 4 years on March 3rd, and unfortunately seems like yesterday, I've been slowly scanning the pictures that my sister could collect. It's very painful actually because they bring memories, and stories that soon I will scrapbook about once I have these pictures ready.
This is my dad and our fellow past dog, and I see pictures of him and her both in heaven now, make me think that I know why I love dogs so much because my father was such a good owner for her. He did everything, while my mom always was the kind of people that dogs was something you have on your backyard and say hello sometimes. She never allowed the dog at home, or even step in the kitchen. But my father loved her.
Today , I do things that probably my father would do (if was not for my mom) I have my dog inside my house as part of the family.
It's kind of funny Lucas is going to be born on March, this month won't be so sad like this past 4 years...
I miss my dad.....
Thank you for stopping by
Jana

Vintage Frame- Vintage tool kit

11 comments:

Marian said...

Que recuerdo más bonito para tu padre, es muy emotivo!
Veo que vas a ser mamá, te faltan pocos días, te deseo lo mejor.
Un abrazo desde la lejanía.

Marian said...

Que recuerdo más bonito para tu padre, es muy emotivo!
Veo que vas a ser mamá, te faltan pocos días, te deseo lo mejor.
Un abrazo desde la lejanía.

Marian said...

Que recuerdo más bonito para tu padre, es muy emotivo!
Veo que vas a ser mamá, te faltan pocos días, te deseo lo mejor.
Un abrazo desde la lejanía.

Risa Malieta W. said...

The layout of your dad is awesome Jana! I'm so sorry about your pain dear. This shows me how much you love your dad and there is nothing wrong with that. Hopefully one day the pain will let up and it won't hurt so much. Thanks for sharing your memory of your dad with us...you are a sweetheart!
hugs
Risa:)

Francien said...

I learned to love and respect all animals from both my parents and they had all kind of animals in the house and garden...chickens...dogs..cats...goats...etc...I love animals and cant see no harm or sad animals..I thinks they all must be treated like you would like to be treatet yourself..with lots of love even..and yes even spiders( Iam so afraid of them) but I save them if i can..with a glas and paper and bring them outside..I miss my parents too..even though its almost 10 years now that they died..I am sure they look over my shoulder somethimes...I am sure your father does too...take care...just a few days more to go....
greetings Francien.

Bona said...

Beautiful layout Jana! Very touching story. You brought a tear to my eye. That's so great that you share the passion for dogs. My dad has lived in the Philippines for the past 12 years and I miss him. I grew up with dogs cause my dad too has a love for dogs. i think my dad had every dog out there. This is why I also love dogs.

Momiji said...

a lovely layout and I can understand how it brings back the memories..I lost my dad when I was just 19 and my mum 14 years ago but still miss them both very much...
take care as we await your news
Dee:)

Cheryl said...

I am so sorry Jana. Your pain shows just how much you adored your father. He was such a pleasant and kind looking man. No wonder you are the special person you are. Won't be long now until you get to see Lucas.
Cheryl

Maria said...

I feel your sadness when you talk about your Dad. It sounds like your dad was a wonderful man who raised a wonderful daughter. YOur father would be proud of you. . .you're kind, a dog lover like him, and will be a wonderful mother. . .like your dad was as a father to you.

Your father is a handsome man and his dog such a cute dog. It's wonderful he is a dog lover.

You'll have lots of stories to share with Lucas about your dad and hear all the wonderful things about him through your eyes.

Maria

Elena said...

The layout is so precious, Jana! Love the vitage, soft llok!
Sorry that you are having this sad time now...

Heather "Hev" said...

Such a beautiful picture and layout Jana :)

The sadness will still be there in part, as you will never forget that - but now will be replaced with happiness as you tell Lucas about his grandfather and all that he taught you!!

I agree, animals are members of the family and they live where I live!!

Love from me here in Australia :)